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Just a bit emotional Danilo's left this morning! I'm not going to deny that i will miss him after 7 months of living in the same house.
But that's ok, trish said: "you will never know what is around the conner."
Just wanna say best wishes to my 'bartlett brother'!
It has been different but nice to have a brother!
 Anyway, It's the 2nd day in W4 now, everything's going well so far. My preceptor is so nice!
Orthopaedic ward -- allievating pain, preventing complications, increasing mobilisation and provide pt's education!
I've still got 4 and half weeks to go though. Safe practice is all i need!
Good luck bro, i'm sure u'll be just brilliant!
PS, i love having 2 brothers, gona miss Jannes even more. Happy Valentine!
Doesn't matter whether they can spend the day with their loved ones or not, as long as they've got each other in the heart.
Umm, I guess we have got to learn to be patient, learn to be single, and wait patiently until the right one to come! Of course, along the way, we do get bored, frustrated and probably that "not appreciated" feeling by some arrangent selfish "prig", but don't loss the hope. If you have truly loved someone once, twice or multiple times, i'm sure you will know when the right one comes! It is always easier to tell other ppl about all these "every two person make it whole" theories, but how many people do actualy believe in it?
but i always say i don't like Valentine, coz i don't know even know where my love is? Bro said, i have to be tough to get over him, but what if i don't want to? What if i'm still in love? Reality is, when someone doesn't love you anymore, u suppose to get over otherwise it's just "waste" of time. Anyway, i'm tired now, tired of talking all about love, i guess it's all valentine's "fault". Happy Day anyway!
Live Life, Love Life!Moved back to Clearmont on X'mas Eve, was a bit rushed, but felt so good to be "home" again...
Well, didn't do anything exciting on X'mas, same old, a big lunch with all the family.
 And, worked on New Year's Eve, spent the 'count down' at downstairs of work(waiting for a taxi), got a hug and kiss on the cheek from a total stranger. Funny that i didn't mind, coz been told that kiss someone on new year's eve is the tradition here, so well...
 haha Oh, spent the weekend at the "Pakihaka- International Peace Festival", was fun! There were so many people camping out there, coz of the 24/7 music for 3 days. And we had fire works at 12am on the mountain, (or a hill, i suppose), everybody was dancing with the music, was so much fun.
Anyway, i miss all of you, my friends, and of course, mum and Dad! xoxo 好朋友写给我的，共勉 ———仅以此献我最好的朋友和正在爱着的朋友以及我自己
亲爱的,还在想他吗?我也在想我的他,真希望和你一起坐在那里什么也不做:就这样,任思念蔓延.总觉得他应该感受到你对他的思念还爱恋,可是为什么他总是可以扭过头去假装不知道.我真的觉得好心疼,也许对他来说,你不是唯一,但是,对我来说,你是最好的.一直希望你能拥有最好的爱,可是等候了这么久,我们,却都还守着一份很遥远的爱情.如果这是命运,注定我们要伤过、痛过之后才能找到属于我们的幸福，那么现在我也愿意默默承受这一切，还有你，我最好的朋友。注视着照片上的我们灿烂的笑容，仿佛依稀看到属于我们的快乐时光，那时候，小小的爱在心底，每天就是那么简单，简单地快乐，简单地生气，简单地开心，简单地伤心。简单是多么美好，现在的微笑、现在的叹息、现在的眼泪中又包含着多少无奈和心痛呢？眼泪，已经哭不出来，那么，就好好珍藏，不要再让它轻易地流下来。因为，我们的眼泪经过了爱和痛的煎熬，早已变成了心中的水晶，纯净透明的承载着我们所有的眼泪和悲伤。他听不到，他看不到，他永远也不会知道，我们的眼泪早已为了心中那个他变为了——透明的水晶 要忘了他吗？亲爱的，你说要怎么才能忘记，我要怎么回答，告诉你其实我也在心痛吗？不，我不要这样，我不要看到我最爱的朋友这么伤心，我也知道我最爱的朋友也不要看到我的眼泪。那么，亲爱的，一起想点高兴的好吗？还记得我们的HOT吗？还记得我们爱吃的街边的米线吗？还记得一起分享那悄悄爱人的喜悦吗？亲爱的，原来那小小的爱曾带给我们那么多欢乐与美好，可为什么多年以后那自以为成熟认真的爱却一再束缚我们飞翔的翅膀？亲爱的，我开始懂了，是我们的心，小小的爱在心底的时候一直在温暖我们，现在爱却把我们的心撑的满满的，让我们的心变得疲惫。 亲爱的，你是最好的，最好的你要拥有最好的爱，最好的我们要拥有最好的爱，不要让爱成为我们的束缚，我的亲爱的，我所有正在爱着的朋友们，我们，都是最好的，我们，都要拥有最好的爱。 我爱你们！ Say good byeThe last few days had been a bit of joke.
Don't really wanna say it on the space, but i'm coping it well, i think.
Time to let it go...
Finally...
It hurts me inside when i realise that you will confide with someone else isn't me,
but they would never be the same as i tried to be. Saying good bye to the one u loved once is the hardest thing ever,
but what's the worst thing gonna happen?
He's out of my life already.
Life goes on, doesnt it?
All i need to do is put a smile on my face, enjoy the life.
I know it's gonna be hard, but at least now, i've decided to really let it go.
People come into your life always for a reason,
Some stay on forever, but some leave after a season.
But they always give u a lession...
I need to accept the fact that at this cross road between me and you,
You've chosen to walk another way,
It's like u'r gone left and i will be staying opsite...
Well, good bye. Wish u could c my face right now, it's smiling.
Really, hope everything goes well with ur future, coz i'm going to have a great life without u in it!
"Don't worry, be happy..." i think i will remember the song...
OK, Maggie, here we go, it wasn't that hard, was it?
Be strong, think of all the friends u've got.
Enjoy the life!
Btw, just wanna say, thanx guys, love u bro, t,t, Anja, K, Lizo and all the support back home, love u all my friends.
Promise you guys,
U will see a new happy maggie again very soon.
Good bye for the last time!
梦从小就爱做梦，也经常说梦话。
自己并不觉得有什么，大概习惯了，
但听朋友说，在我家'sleep over'有时候还挺'stress'... @.@
‘日有所思，夜有所梦’；
有时，‘梦中所见，日即遇之’，真是这样吗？
若说梦是真实之表现，但醒来后却难以与真实人或事相一致的；
有时候会沉迷在梦境中，因为知道一醒来，梦中的一切就没了；
我还是喜欢做梦的，
因为大部分的梦就像一部部不会上映的电影一样，
永远不知道会上演的内容。
梦文化是中国古代文化中不可缺少的一部分，虽难登大雅之堂，但在民间也流传甚广。
古人根据梦的内容不同，把梦分为以下十五类： 直梦 即梦见什么就发生社么，梦见谁就见到谁。人的梦都是象征性的，有的含蓄，有的直露，后者就是直梦。如你与朋友后就不见，夜里梦之，白日见之，此直梦也。 象梦 即梦意在梦境内容中通过象征手段表现出来。我们所梦到的一切，都是通过象征手法表现的。入梦到登天，其实人是无法登天的，在此，天是具有象征意义的。如天象征阳刚、尊贵、帝王；地象征阴柔、母亲、生育等等。 因梦 由于睡眠时武官的刺激而作的梦。“阴气壮则梦涉大水，阳气壮则梦涉大火，藉带而寝则梦蛇，飞鸟衔发则梦飞”，此即因梦。 想梦 想梦是意想所作之梦，是内在精神活动的产物，通常所说“日有所思，也有所梦”即想梦也。 精梦 由精神状态导致的梦，是凝念注神所作的梦，使近于想梦的一种梦。 性梦 是由于人的性情和好恶不同引起的梦。性梦主要不是讲做梦的原因，而是讲做梦者的对梦的态度。 人梦 人梦是指同样的梦境对于不同的人有不同的意义。 感梦 由于气候因素造成的梦为感梦。即由于外界气候的原因，使人有所感而作之梦。 时梦 时乃四时，由于季节因素造成的梦为时梦。“春梦发生，夏梦高明，秋冬梦熟藏，此谓时梦也” 反梦 反梦就是相反的梦，阴极则吉，阳极则凶，谓之反梦。在民间解梦，常有梦中所作与事实相反之说，在历代典籍中，亦多有反梦之记载，成语中亦有黄梁美梦的典故，唐·沈既济《枕中记》,说卢生在梦中享尽了荣华富贵,醒来时,蒸的黄粱米饭尚未熟,只落得一场空。可见反梦在人的梦中占有很大的比重。 籍梦 也就是托梦，此类梦在古代书籍中也有不少记载。人们认为神灵或祖先会通过梦来向我们预告吉凶祸福。 寄梦 就是甲的吉凶祸福在乙的梦中出现，乙的吉凶祸福在甲的梦中出现，或者异地感应做同样的梦。寄梦是由于人们之间的感应而形成的梦。 转梦 转梦是指梦的内容多变，飘忽不定。 病梦 病梦是人体病变的梦兆，从中医角度来讲，是由于人体的阴阳五行失调而造成的梦。 鬼梦 即噩梦，梦境可怕恐怖的梦。鬼梦多是由于睡觉姿势不正确，或由于身体的某些病变而造成的梦。 (Ref.: http://astro.lady.tom.com/) Back to work...Finally, i went back to work on Friday.
It was the best night i've ever been working!
那天晚上又见到他了，他好像很高兴见到我。
我也再没有之前的不自然，似乎开始接受这个事实.
He asked me whether i'm over this or not...
Silence......
I don't know what's answer...
爱情离我好远，好远. . .
Btw, it's mum's B'day today. Rang her.
Happy Birthday mum!
Miss u and Dad... Yeah...Yeah, 终于写完BNU6.124的作业了！
整个世界都放晴了...
下个星期起我将有1个月的的假期from my part-time，不用打工了， 呵呵，我该干些什么好呢？嗯，我一定要想些事情来充实自己。
又回到了单身生活， 我要趁这个时间，好好的让自己计划一下自己的未来。
努力，微笑， 要相信自己！
今晚看到他和她，还有他的妈妈一起吃饭，很温和的画面，但我的心却好疼，喘不上气... 但我是微笑面对的，加油！我会好起来的。
想家...
想老妈，老爸...
但每次电话里，我的态度都不够好，妈，请原谅我的不成熟。
一起成长吧又是一个失眠夜...
想起这一年... 学业把我累垮了，压力把我击垮了，爱情把我伤垮了...
曾，像个孩子一样赤裸的面对这个世界...
我身边的人，身边的事，如此的美好，如此的简单...
太简单... 太简单...
简单得让我抵挡不住身边所发生的事，
简单得让我不知道我需要保护好自己...
而后，我被赤裸裸的伤害了...
简单美好的想法，曾在我看来是那么理所当然；
而在别人眼里就像个笑话...
成长的道路是艰辛的，每个人都一样吧？
To, T**:
其实一直很讨厌在你面前的我，
总是那么的敏感，那么得容易快乐，那么得容易生气，
那么的歇斯底里...
也许换一种方式的交流和表达我们的感情，
会改善我们彼此的关系...
But only if...
我也曾在心里暗暗地对自己说：“别傻了，停止吧。”
那些幸福，那些痛苦，那些愤怒...
也许都是天意吧? 谁都无法避免...
一遍一遍的想，一次又一次的假设...
该面对什么？该逃避什么？该前进？还是放弃... ?
可是我已经不愿再思考，那些重叠着的问号...
我被爱情折磨得迟钝了吗？
随它去吧，让时间把一切瓦解，把一切解决...
你的幸福，我的幸福，也许根本不在彼此的字典里。
这些你读不懂得文字，相信总有一天会成为你理解的语言。
一起成长吧...
一个人的生活"To be honest, i actually love you very much."
他的一句话，编织了我的一个梦 ;
"I'm seeing someone else now."
又是他的一句话，把那个梦彻彻底底的给粉碎了；
两个人是生活，
一个人，我选择快乐的过；
偌大的城市，两个人的相遇是缘分，相爱是奇迹。
分开了能再次拥有吗？
在一起的就一定是永远吗？
可是怎样才算相爱？
而不再爱了，是否还能在一起呢？
究竟怎样的暗示才能让另一半了解呢？
似乎没人能说清；
爱情真的无条件吗？
那为什么还是有那么多人在人山人海里千条万选的？
终于选中了符合条件的就一定能到永远吗？
这一切都像是除不尽的答案，
反复的想，又反复的迷失；
于是人们就把海誓山盟当成是缘分，
当有一方离开后或是两人无法再在一起时，
就正所谓的缘分以尽；
而我却不这么想，缘分是什么？什么是缘分？
缘分只不过是人们想象出来的美好的境界，
当一段感情结诉时，
那两个字只不过是个安慰的借口。
回到一个人的生活... ...
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Another Valentine's Day! 
I do wish every single person who is in love get what they want for today as they deserve.
Well, what about the others? The ones who are still single? Such as me 
I love Valentine's Day, coz i've got all these ideas of how to celebrate our love with him,
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